omg omg omg.......i had a fever since yesterday...39.4 degree celcius ...wat is that rite now its 38.... although i appear quite normal but i actually having a fever...wat the hell....
i have been thinking of wat my life looks like since sch start 2 words to describe...meaningless and failure

-why i could nvr achieve my goals....
in pri sch....i once told my mom tt i would nvr wan to go fajar sec..but in the end i went in
in sec sch i hope i would wan to go into a better jc in the end i went innova
in jc...i swear i wan to go ntu or nus i couldn't make it ...i failed to prove tt i am able to do it
now i end up at sim ....maybe i just miss too many steps in life that i couldn't accomplish my goals....

wat the hell ...i am not fated to be a uni student?....all my tests are horrendous....i couldnt imagine...wat my exams would be..........haven been meeting up with my frens and colleagues....haven been making lots of close fren to eat, play and study tog...coz they often went home after sch or meeting their frens elsewhere.... my life is damn boring...how can i change my fate can anyone tell me

my very last goal is to get a first-class......but tt seems unrealistic....i know u all will think tt...
my head is really spinning now......i dunno wat my future is like